Thursday, December 07, 2006
Neeeeooooo-ssoooouuuldier
Neo Soul was off the FREAKIN chain tonight!!
Glad to be back...I missed me some poets...
and missed the hell outta poetry.
Love ya'll!
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Gratitude Wednesday
....reuniting with old friends
...for the ability to write...and the gift it gives me
...my son is doing better everyday
...I can see growth and strength in my choices
...for the love hate banter we have, it makes me laugh and keeps me on my toes
...girl power....sometimes we forget we have it
...for my sister
...I'll be with my sister and her family in 18 days
...deep breaths
...indescribable chemistry--GOODNESS
...art...and the wisdom I have to appreciate it
...creative energy
...he decided not to dissappear
...my mom flew me to my sisters for Christmas
...getting to see the DaVinci Code...that whole concept facinates me
...going to Neo tonight...and that I always know they are there
...I could hear Copa's big brother voice over a text today. lol
...my mom tries to protect me from worry...even tho she shouldnt and it frustrates me..Im grateful she loves me that much
most of all...that my dad is ok. I love you dad...more than your lil poet can put into words.
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3:36 PM ::
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Tuesdays Wish List
..things stayed the way you wanted them.
...my fam would move to Texas.
...Copa would hurry up with that damn lottery ticket. ;)
...I didnt worry about the what if's of my life so much--gettin better--still room for improvement
...losing things didnt sting so much.
...that temp outside and the temp inside were not SO different
...that I wasnt scared I will freeze to death inside my apt. lol
...that my boys in STL had power already.
....that my baby would slow down just a lil bit, and that I was going to have him this Christmas.
...my sister would get her wish.
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3:40 PM ::
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Monday, December 04, 2006
she hurts people
she loves sometimes,
trying to love herself
intensions often
colored in hues of
red,
green,
self depreciation.
like most pain,
its blinding,
tunnel vision
defense mechanisms
kick in,
before her compassion does
her understanding
good sense
self love
love for others
even in
its moments of truth
accuracy
doesnt change the reality
that sometimes
isnt pretty
fair
explainable
to her or anyone else
even when its justified
out of her control
what she needed to hold on
in that moment
to hold on to herself
Only repeating
cyclesof rough choices
some not made well
more mistakes
berating herself
instead of
breathing
deep enough
reminding herself,
she too is a student
sometimes
people she loves
hurt her
in efforts to love themselves
She can rationalize
take a minute to understand
thier journeys,
thier pains
even in moments
she has to distance herself
to not wear thier scars
she will empathize
past her hurt and judgement
usually..
even if it takes some time
something she cant seem to do
for
herself
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4:53 PM ::
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Friday, December 01, 2006
Lips graze
lobes of ears
whispering
vivid illustrations
What's on its way
decoded by
love bites
along necklines
tracing collarbones
warm breath
moist skin
pulses racing
until
one
deep
breath
all movement
intensifies
in flashes
rapid blinks,
arched backs,
open lips
emerge sounds
only gods
and lovers
understand
each
sound
different
as it
keeps measure
expresses sensations
new movements
chest to backs
we become
fusion-
hands gripped
around shoulders
you
pull
me
to you,
we linked
so tightly
not even
space or time
could move
between us
every
hip sway
we defy old
recreate new
definitions
of
passion.
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8:53 PM ::
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